11.11.2009

It's been sooooo long :D

Ola :)

Lama dah nda ku meliat and mengupdate my blog ani...nda jua orang mengfollow kan :p anyways, my last post was about 1 month plus ago..

I'm back in Cornwall now..Falmouth to be exact and I'm in a new house now..

Kadang2 nda ngam rasanya dgn housemate ku..sorang atu mcm slalu put dirinya above semua orang, suka membesar-besarkan kesilapan orang..selalu set dirinya mcm good example lah kirakan..hmm..ntah ah..rasanya nda ku mau tinggal dgn ia tahun dapan..mcm I really don't need to tinggal with orang mcm atu..

Calinya aku ani kana label as immature, naive, kanak2 oleh durang..hmm..the thing is that yes im naive but hey, im learning..its not that sengaja like that..hmm ntah lah..

like orang slalu ckp, u wouldnt know sifat orang atu til u tinggal together..

anyways..

im over ia :D yay~ its like my eyes were open to how a jerk he was and still is..so Alhamdulilah, no more unwanted, stupid dramas..

Mty life is pretty boring, on a whole.. - uni, home, uni, home, uni -- on repeat for the last one month & a half..I mean I did went out here and there, but mostly for international society's events or meetings..some dinners, some lunch, some afternoon tea..that's it..

I want to watch a movie, go somewhere for a break n stuffs..sadly nada danganku..

they don't faham yg i spent my 3 months with the family..taking care of this and that, circumstances nda mengizinkan for me to truly enjoy n treat myself..my summer to-do list, only one i got to do..thus, i deserve to treat myself here..i worked hard for the scholarship, i worked hard since primary like every MS-ians I know..

so to those yg nda faham2 atu. yg fikir 'oh ur so lucky..' bla bla bla..yg slalu rub in how they can manage going to uni di luar negeri without scholarship bla bla bla and always kn buat orang feel bad for them.. back off!!! I'm not rich either, but that doesn't mean that I can't enjoy my time here..

* so sorry..im just really stressed out with my teman serumah (hahahaa bida translation ah)..sasak ku sometimes, i nda suka confrontation so slalunya i just stay in my room n do my thing..

i miss Zee :( and Xer..

i miss London

i miss Annie