hmm

Yes, I am upset & disappointed with my essays. Just got them back this morning and it kinda ruined my whole day. No wonder my heart was beating so fast tadi when I was walking towards the English office. I should have known.

But entah ah, like what i wrote arh the pseudo-modernist 'poem' just now, all I can do really is cry over it for awhile, take a step back and analyse where I went wrong then do something about it and don't let these pessimistic, dark clouds hovers above my head. Though this is easier written than done, it is not impossible.

I feel a lot better honestly. Sometimes you just have to get all the frustrations & negativity off your chest. I finally did that.

I have a presentation next week and two essays due within 2 weeks time. Its only my first week and I am already drowning in work.

sigh

I'm just really bersyukur that i'm still here to improve myself. this year Insyallah i will improve the other areas of my life jua :)