I just came back from Istanbul ( which isn't the capital of Turkey cough*milin*cough :p) about a day ago :D

I am not ready to blog about it yet, because that would mean me accepting the fact that it is over and that i'm no longer there..so yes, i am in denial atm. i will blog it when i'm ready to move on hahaha

Woke up at 8ish at Azizi's place, then Zee and me made our way to Bhall coz i have to pack my stuffs to go to portsmouth today to visit my cousin, Kajah diana. i went to her place last xmas break, for about 3 days and 2 nights..i didn't get to see much then coz it was too cold and i was sick at that time. After 3 months of not seeing each other, Zee and I were reunited at Oodles noodle at Bayswater :) i love her to bits...she makin lawa, banarrrrr-- i'm not patronising or what, but its true...i still wish we went to the same uni..i hope she still wish that hahahah

I think i'm coming down with something because i been coughing since morning and i just feel sleep all the time-- i blame it on the weather! anyways walked from southsea to my cousin's place at portsmouth harbour tadi..it was a good, relaxing and beautiful walk despite the cold..i got to see the mini fun fair at clarence pier, which is located arh old portsmouth area. it is so americana - but i like it :)

I am supposed to leave for london esuk, but kaka asked me to stay a day longer so i'm going back sunday saja..then i'm leaving london for cornwall wed morning..its kinda early for me to go but i don't know what i will do in london, with everyone gone back to their respective places to revise for exams. so i'm going back earlier than i want to..i might go to plymouth and exeter, before uni resumes and easter break ends..actually kan i wanted to go to liverpool but coz megha can't afford it, we hve to postpone it..

hmm..next destination? spain, prague or italy :) the only place i ever want to go in Spain is Granada where Alhambra and Andalusia is located..meanwhile for Italy, it is Florence :D and Rome come second.. Prague is in the card because of no particular reasons..

i'm not making much sense in this blog because im still super tired and sleepy-- my coach journey was terrribleeee...a screaming baby for the whole 3 hours..arghhh it was super painful seriously..and i thought having toddlers chasing each other on the plane on our flight back to UK was annoying, this screaming baby managed to prove me wrong..

state of mind: i am actually considering what my Babu said to me - Babu, if ada takdir & jodoh, Insyallah ada tu and yes, i will accept it with an open heart and mind..

okay, might go shopping di gun wharf quays esuk..i want to get sme paperchase and possibly a new pair of earrings or something..i am tempted to get new flats but i bought 2 pair of shoes already last year..i need to get a new pair of mac jacket before balik Brunei for summer since the one i have now is falling into pieces..

hmmmm...last month, i went to his place -- gilaaaa..basar rumahnya and pretty jauh from Penryn-- he's so adorable, bru bangun tidur and he complimented me on my tshirt *blush* my housemates plang iski when i told them i got invited to their place, for an after-essays informal gathering :D they know that i had a massive crush on him in my first year & that i can't breathe everytime i see him hahahaha but that was like old story lah..i still think he's cute but i'm not interested in hm that way..i never did to be honest, he isn't my type in terms of personality and ia ada gf bahh..

knapa tia i'm talking about him ani? ohh ohhh i also had this all-girls night-in sleepover at Addy's place, the night after we handed in our last 2 essays :D i seriously thought we are gonna watch one of those cheesy teen movies but nahhh, we watched the reader--- gila, how serious can we be? it was sad and disturbing - didn't like it that much..we ordered Indian food and hahahah stayed up til 5 am bercerita padahal we have class at 12 that day..kami mcm zombie msa lecture and we all felt sick..hahaha it was so funny and to make it worse, we had a seminar from 3-5 pm that day, so me and kat stayed at uni from 11 plus til 5..ndakan menyiksa tu? we had fun lahh hehehe